Profile Loaded: Mitch // 17 // Enby // Operational but with File Corruptions....
9 year olds now worry about iphones and makeup when i was 9 i was worried about if miley was gonna pick jake or jessie on hannah montana
that random moment when you suddenly remember someone who is no longer in your life and it feels like a knife through the chest
*picks up broom*
"TELL THEM HOW I AM DEFYYYYYYYYYING GRAAAAAVITTYYYY"
*starts sweeping broom sadly*
"There is a castle on a cloud…"
*holds broom horizontally*
"Never need a reason, never need a rhyme. Up on the roof top step in time!"
*sweeps broom angrily*
"IT’S A HARD KNOCK LIFE!"
*begins waltzing with broom* I could have DAAAAANCED all NIIIIIGHT
i drink mountain dew like its liquor because i like the burning sensation, and at 3am, when i cant sleep and ive been crying and when i feel like i need to cry, the taste is soft and sweet, after chugging half the can, letting it burn and buzz in my throat.
what more can i do than stare blankly and drink my failed excuse for an elixir to make me forget what im thinking.
sometimes i wonder if it was ever like that. i wonder if i always wanted to see my dad. i can never remember a time that i ever complained or clung to his leg when having to leave. i can never imagine me pouting and giving drama about how he was leaving. i can never remember if i ever sat, looking out the window and watching him drive away. no. i cant. i remember my mother leaving me with him and me being too young to understand. sometimes i wonder what if things were different.